I still remember my last checkup at the hosp on 37th week plus. Dr. tanya 'taknak bersalin lg ke?' Hey thats not a funny question okay. So me being me asking everything about my baby's wellbeing. Dah engage ke bla bla bcs my tummy looked high org ckp ank lelaki selalu akan nampak drop. Haha. Mitos. So Dr. ckp dah mula engaged. Org ckp kalau lambat drop lambat lg nak bersalin. Next appointment set for another 2 weeks.
October 20
Malam pukul 10-11 macam tu lepas minum2 borak2 dgn mama & husb, dah rasa sakit pinggang sbb duduk lama sgt. Biasalah dah sarat. Then tetiba pergi toilet ada show. Bloody show. Mcm blur nak buat apa. My husb was panic haha. So kita pun pi hosp. Dr. checked and did VE, I was 1 cm dilated. So balik rumah. Since that day, show still ada everytime tp tak sakit apa rasa makin sihat ada lah. Haha.
October 22
38th week 4 days, at time tgh buat kerja kat laptop atas katil. Suddenly rasa mcm period cramp but lg sakit. Kept on coming. I buat donno je. Texted my husb to come back early. I still menahan sakit smpai sejuk2 kaki. Is it today??? Ok...sakit dah makin frequent so sebelum gi hosp baik ak makan banyak2 dulu kat dapur hahaha sempat! Sirius ak melahap dlu tgh sakit2 tu sejuk2 kaki rasa mcm demam tiba2. Like very sudden! Ok...I think it's time to go.
At the PAC, told the staff I thought I had fever. And yes lebih 38 degree C. They were quite panic. Yes kalau demam bahaya ya utk ibu2 sbb takut infection to the baby. Masuk drip air 1 botol and PCM. Masih, tak turun2 demam. I was quite sure ak demam sbb menahan sakit. Tp time tu dah x rasa sgt contraction tu pulak...weird. VE done, it was 3 cm. So I was warded. Dr. cina yg buat VE ak tu best gila tak sakit langsung! I was all ready time dia buat sbb takut sakit sekali tak rasa apa beb! How come. Tlg lah ajar smue org buat cmtu supaya xsakit. Mmg xrasa apa.
Right before pergi ward, ttiba my amniotic sac pecah. Syukur. So tak adalah kena pecahkan manually. Sampai ward lg banyak keluar sampai mucus plug tu keluar habis dah. So this time I WAS READY. THE WAR WAS ABOUT TO BEGIN. Since dari waktu ni, sakit contraction mmg x boleh dibawa bincang. Sbb kan sakit amat sgt, I was still 3 cm...Dr. suruh bawa je ke labor room. And it was 11 pm at the time.
CONTRACTIONS was intense. Patutlah syahid ya kalau ibu melahirkan meninggal. Spnjang sakit tu rasa macam menunggu malaikat maut sbb I thought I couldnt bear the pain. Tudung tak tahu dah ke mana. Baju selimut kain habis tercabut2. I was lucky bcs my husb was there beside me. Dy kata tangan dy sakit ak squeeze. Hehe sorry. I even asked Dr. punya tangan and dy bagi lengan besar dy utk ak squeeze hahhahaha.
I really couldnt hide the pain, Dr. came in and asked whether I wanted epidural. Ak plak yg jwb no, pyrexia tak boleh pki epi. Haha. Time pregnant hari2 ak tgk video how to succeed a natural birth. Mmg nak natural xnak medicated, no epidural! Tp time hari kejadian, kalau ku tak demam...rasanya mmg ak dah request epidural sbb sakit yakmat. Dr. bagi enthonox utk sedut. I dont think it did anything to reduce the pain! Ak masih sakit sgt2 lepastu sampai dah mabuk weh sumpah mabuk sampai Dr. suruh ak stop sedut sbb dah high sgt tkut tkleh teran nti.
October 23
3 am, I was 10 cm dilated. Midwife told me to push. I did. After 30 mins still tak keluar baby. Bukan ak tak reti push but I heard the Dr. told other Dr. my case was bcs 'very2 tight perineum'. They had to do episiotomy after that. Pffftt. Rasa nak ckp je cepatlah gunting. Maybe that was their procedure Idk. Tight perineum tu I tak makan jamu k. Pfftt. Lepas je gunting which tak terasa pun, in one push, kepala baby terus keluar. I tak rasa apa2 pun, ttiba je husb dah takbir kuat2 dlm lr tu. Lpstu 2nd push badan pulak keluar. Settled. Jahit and so on.
Time makan biskut dlm lr lepas bersalin tu kita suruh suami kita minta tambah sbb lapar gila hahaha. Ye lah. Seharian tak tidur + menahan sakit + mabuk enthonox. Bayangkan. Macam org gila rasa mcm tak tidur 3 hari rasa. Lepas je bersalin, check temperature terus tak demam dah. Sihat terus like magic. Pdahal time demam tu siap gigil2 lagi. So betullah demam sbb menahan sakit.
And that is it the beginning of my motherhood. Alhamdulillah...dipermudahkan. Tq husb you were there for me from the start. Rasa mcm dalam drama, you are my hero. And my baby was born weighing 3.08 kg.
So I have decided, for my next birth...I want epidural please 😆
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